Shitty week, shitty news tonight. Just when everything was looking up. Deep down i kinda knew something like this would happen because for a while it all seemed too good to be true. Did not for one minute think i would be this gutted though. It was just all so nice and for the first time in months i actually felt something for someone. I was the happiest lad.
I feel really uncomfortable with pretty much everything right now. Could be because i'm shattered tired but i really feel unsatisfied with how things are working out. One day i feel like everything's fine, then the next i'm not one bit happy. I just feel like i'm missing something. I've got plenty of mates, plenty of amazing people in my life and i'm so grateful for that. I just feel like i'm missing that best friend. Just someone who i can go to when i'm feeling like this.
Haha, i just keep reading back on this and laughing at how negi all this is.
Let's hope i have someting good to write about next time.
